Jeanette/ from April '20, updated Jan 2021
I hardly know where to begin to talk about whatever it is that has happened between Jeanette and me. I can describe, tell about what is going on now between us, but like with many things I have to believe that there is something deeper to it. That it isn't something just out of the blue as it appears. Poor Riley has called me twice begging me to apologize to his mother so everything can "go back to normal". Both times I have told him that I would be happy to apologize if I had any clue what to apologize For. No One seems able to tell me What to apologize for. Was it for repeating what she told me about wanting to give the kids to Rob?? Was that a secret?? Or, a little darker, is she saying she never said it and I'm supposed to apologize for making it up? I really, really wish I knew even though I suppose it no longer matters. I have just been sitting here for about a half hour trying to think of a word or phrase that would describe what has happened between us an...